Vikar’s Rant

Whenever I begin a new program I believe that safety is a priority. And while I’ve been suffering from SEVERE depression and considering that the perfect plausible suicide attempt would be to die from a heart attack from over exertion - a method that would help me shuffle from this mortal coil and allow my wife to collect my life insurance benefit without question - some small voice insists that living is a good thing and that I should continue doing [...]